Hello! This is a fitblr I created for encouragement. For I can't share this with people I know; I just feel uncomfortable. I don't want my mom to hear about my weight loss attempt because she might laugh either because she'll think it's unnecessary or perhaps that it'll be unsuccessful. And I don't want my friends to know about my efforts. I'm afraid they'll see me as unhappy or insecure or negative about my body. Which I can be every now and then. So I'm keeping them in the dark about it. They would shower me with body love and tell me I don't need to concern myself with losing weight. Because they care about me. But losing some weight is also caring about me. I'm healthy right now but I want to be the best me possible. So I hope I'll have a decent go at this. Also I think just recording this will make me more accountable.